04/12/2010

Tired. i have no idea what am i doing nowadays~~~

my life being sucks...

and last months my mood is like set on the roller coaster up and down all the time.

now is Dec i tot will be a brand new month for me, but it seems like still ahve a long way to go.

sorry i really cant stand that you bring me up and set me down. The feeling is so "facking" bad.

exam was so "facking" poor. work was so "facking" busy. mood was so "facking" down.

and school was so "facking" sucks.

every things was so WRONG!! was so wrong.

I'm loss. totally loss~~~

loss in a way that is no turning back.

have to learn that walking alone.

Too MUCH Too LESS??

Things come faster and gone faster~~~

Too MUCH or Too LESS

even me myself are not sure with that~~~

remain the same.

Nov 11

While sleeping last night, I had a dream, it left a tale to tell;
I saw an angel, she wasn’t looking well.
Her body was bruised and battered;
her wings ripped and torn.
I saw that she could barely walk;
She was tired and she was worn.
I walked over then and asked her; Angel how can this be
She tried to smile as she gathered her thoughts,
then these words she said to me: I am your guardian angel, quite a task as you can see.
You have lived a very wild life, with that you must agree.
You have broken law and broken hearts, you see what you have done to me.
These bruises are from shielding you;
I do my best even still.
The drugs you have used so dangerously, I often pay the bill.
My wings you see are ripped and torn, a noble badge I bare;
So many times they have shielded you from dangers that you were unaware.
Yes, each mark bares a story of pain and dangers I have destroyed.
You made me wish, more than once, that I was unemployed.
If you would only embrace life, and choose to do so on your own,
It would stop the pain and suffering that comes from being alone.
I will always be there to watch over you, until my powers fail.
When I awoke I thought about the dream;
how much for life I care.
The I looked around my prison cell,
And my Heart sank in despair.
As for helping myself from within these walls,
I wonder;should I even try?
Then distantly I could hear an old frail Angel cry.



I found this on others blogger post then i copy it and paste it~~~ i think this was meaningful.

Nov 6

<---- Hug??

Lately was busy about midterm~~~

one more day to midterm~~~ Gosh!!!

wish me luck.

The mood is up and down.

A hug is more then thousand word.

everyone needs care even though how tough the person is...

Pls, be thankful

because still have some one are caring over you~~~










here is the music of the day~~~

A lesson for today~~~

learn not to have high expectation then you will live more happy in state of you care these things that not easy to coming~~

16-10-2010

why cant anyone know me well.

no need any words . Just an eye contact or a action and they know what I'm thinking.

Is kinda hard to found such a friends huh??

trying very hard not to be selfish to others but this will not changing others not being selfish to you.

We all are learning how to be a good friends since the day we started to make friends.

when you know some one sometime then you will realise the ugly part of her/him.

the real part i think. The part that you wont know when the 1st day you guys make friends.

I'm asking myself wither me do the same things. LOL. sometimes...

We will not showing the real side of our self when we meet each others at the 1st.

Will some one fight with a "kids" just for a cookies ?? =.=

we are learning more and more since we grow older.

The way treat ppl ,the way how to communicate and how to trusted in others.

actually i have to get up at 6 in da morning and now is going to 4 yet i haven't off to bed. @@

counting the goat now.... 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10......

yet can sleep =.=.

sept 26

recently were busying with the OCS activities~~~~

will dun have any free time till 5Th Oct .

recently schedule is morning 8.30 till 5.00 p.m then night 8 rehearse da dance till 11 p.m.

tired tired and tired..... :S

hope i will be alright~~~ LOL.

gonna off to bed now. night~~~

无印良品 光良+品冠~我找你找了很久

I'm FUCKING INSANE !!!!!

Sept 12

I'm back to da HeLL( my uni) LOL

Back on here about 12 somethings in the afternoon.

I unpack all the 11 boxes (include 3 luggage ) and put them all right on the place .

my table is on da center... =.= i dun really like it... but what to do???

i have learn a lesson on this. First come First serve.

and ppl will choose the best and left the bad for others...Zzz...

the point that i dun like my desk on the center is like when you doing somethings or you reading ppl will look on you.

Is like peeping on you~~~~ LOL. I need privacy!!!!

Well... hopefully my 1st week is going smooth~~~

Wish me luck.

spet 10

It was a tiring week since last sunday i back to taiwan i dint have a good rest at all... Zzzz...

Few of my friends came over for bag pack travel .

I'm leading them to all the places that they wish to go.

they have a great shopping at taiwan. girls love taiwan so much (for shopping only)

they end their 5 days 4 nite taiwan trip and went back last nite.

so now i'm back in tai zhong house~~~ I sleep like a pig last nite cause is toooo tired ^^

My 2nd year Sam 1 start on next Monday... and now i haven't back to my uni yet.

I can't imagine how long i need to unpack all my stuff that i bring back from M'sia

and 7 boxes of my things that i left in taiwan for last Sam.. LOL wish me luck man~~~ :)

here is some pics that we have our dinner with Jin and baoqian at pepper lunch :)

on my right is the girl who visit me =)

5 sept.

My summer break end.

and i get my ass back in Taiwan.

just got back from da air port to B&B(breakfast and bed).

I'm exhausted. Is totally.... =.=

i slept not more then 10 hours for 2days...

yet later i'm going back to air port and pick up eve and her friends...

another 1 and half hours journey... wahhhhhh round way is like 3 hours :'(

but okay la cause they are Banana and they arrive at 10 sumthings at nite.

so if they take cab on their own will be abit danger~~~

byyyyyyyeeee byyyyeeee Penang and my home sweet home. :(

Will miss you~~~~

The nite before i left my house...

half done on my packing.

just back from blogger cafe with van, js, fen, yuan, koay, and bro.

1:45amVanrys

appreciate current

we duno after 4 years, wer will we be.

what will we do

and whether got chance still to come up like now

things is always changing

She send this to me...

okay~~~ I will cherish the time with guys...

Ppl's thanks for accompany me for the whole summer holiday. LoVe... ^^

off to bed..

Langkawi trip

This is the last trip before the summer break end and also the one that I back to taiwan.

we went there for 3 days 2 nite.

here are just some of the pic that we have taken on da trip~~~

All of us are so enjoy on da trip...

when will be the next?? (dreaming)~~~ XD

My diary

No one will understand how i feel when i saw that~~~~

no one will know more clear then me myself~~~~

I try to tell but i dun know started from where and to who~~~~

3 years is isn't a short time. I'm realise I'm have been lie to my self all this time.

I'm dun want to face the fact~~~~

Cause i it cannot make a decision between friendship and you~~~~

I think is time to make it clear for myself.

I'll make it before i back to Taiwan.

You are the one who ask me to do so....

will try my best to do.

Coffee bean.

Back to the place i usually will head over when was i staying at desa mass...

Coffee bean were the place the i will always be here and i can set here for the whole day with just with my laptop ^^

going to meet up with ester, darren and jackdaniel later.

spending my whole afternoon here with my Ice blended caramel and laptop. I felt like very free.

High school reunion

Just back from gather with high school mates XD

not much of them attend but have a great time with them =)

time flies my summer break just left 3 weeks plus... sob sob

why holidays seem like pass so fast... I need more more and more.....

I might going to Philippines on the coming week...

all is still under the planning might be might not.

but i can sure end of agus the langkawi trip is damn on XD

I miss you since the day you back~~~~~

Home sweet home

Just back from Kl this afternoon....

Been KL to help them promote my Uni XD

60 of taiwan Uni coming to M'sia for Taiwan Education fair~~~~

they will be having two day of fair at Kl and two day at Penang as well....

I was there the 1st day and i skip the 2nd day for going to meet up friends and walk around XD

cause my main point is not really going to become a helper of them just because i want to go to

meet up some friends and just take some time to help them XDXD sounds bad right ??

but that's me XD

I was staying at sunway ti ti hostel. meet up with fennie and milkos XD

this trip i went is not really a good timing cause most of them going back when the day i reach KL

and some of them are rushing their project so most of the time is staying in the room or just hang

on Sunway and Midvelly......

Bro, all the best on your short film project~~~

p.s. Will post more abt my summer holiday and vacation :)

My 2010 Birthday~~~~20th ( Part 1)

It was a late post...

I have been busy with my final on the whole month and now summer holiday started and i have

two and the half month free wooohooo...

okay this post is about my 2oth birthday celebration =)

we have prom nite on the day before my bday and it was 4th nite so as usually we all dress

up well and go to the prom and just before i step out the door my mobile was rang and i pick up.

It was so surprise me that i get a call from a cake delivery company, they tell me in 5 min time

they will send me a cake... and i was like O okay... and when i get the cake i saw the name it was

my bro wife from tai zhong send the cake for me... WoW hahaha i was so happy but i'm on the

rush to the prom so i just keep it on da refrigeratory.

2nd surprise~~~~

when the prom nite end. they ask me to help them clean up the dancing stage and i was like

WTF..... (say it in my heart my bady is in 10 more min i want to go back my dom and have my

bday cake =.=''') when i almost done, and they bring out a big bady cake for me..... LOL

now i oni know they are try to full me =.= XD

*pic and part 2 will be update sooon XD

Insomnia

why am i still awake in the late night...

Insomnia !!!!

swt...

hahaha.... chatting with raymond while writing blog =D

he was really a funny and stupid guy XDXD

he keep gossip about what have been happen on my old days class mate on KDU college pg lol.....

damn funny.... can get the latest news form him wakakakaka....

the live at penang was so happening every day....

and they enjoy their college live....

he always tempted me and ask me going back to continue on KDU hahahaha....

dude penang is really a nice place but i have started here and i have to finish it XD

he ask me will i regret choosing for study aboard....

and my ans is nope...

anyway I love penang so much XDXD...

still have one month to go then i'll be back on penang aldy =)

penang wait for me lol

woot..... why am i wake up so early today morning??? XDXD

I have dun have any ideas...

erm what am i going to have for my breakfast???

I want nasi lemak hahahaha.... (cant get here) :S

later will go to 7-11 and get some bread will do XD

the coming two weeks will be supper busy week exam + prom nite....

hopefully i get enough time for preparing every things :)

18th May 2010

Times flies....

we growing up day by day....

life being tougher by days.....

we have to face all things that happen on us.....

we are living in a reality world, people are selfish that's what human nature are....

sometime I wont feel like growing year by year....

prefer that back to chill hood....

that is the time we are enjoying the most.....

3 things we do every day "Eat" "Play" "Sleep"

no need to worry about anythings presents will did it for us....

but the facts is every one will grow....

when i was at the age of 10 i so wish i can grow up faster cause I want freedom.....

and now I want my home....

no matter what home is the place you can always hide your self hide your weaknesses.....

but at this time I can find time machine....

I wish some one can invent on somedays XD

must grow tougher I tell myself...

but I'm tough then the day before i'm here :)

Sorry i wont did it again :S

*not on da mood

1st of May Labor day

1st of MAY labor day :0

wake up early this morning (10.30 a.m.) *I think is early because it's weekend :)

okay have done with my midterm XDXD

then I have my shopping and also party hard lols and last nite i went for Iron Man 2 it was nice and later i'm going to movie again lols.... guess what the movie is?? tata it's===>  "KICK ASS" =) hopefully will enjoy on that XD... 

Now is the times that sang

*Keep bleeding
 Keep, keep bleeding love

 I keep bleeding
 I keep, keep bleeding love
 Keep bleeding
 Keep, keep bleeding love
 You cut me open

XDXDXD

from my shopping I bought my self some short, T-shirt, a Gucci sport Pour Home Eau de Toilette,Gucci sport deodorant stick and grab some sink care from Lab Series... wow... these stuff was making keep bleeding keep keep bleeding XDXD this two week i spends 10kNT sob sob going to have bread the months later ;S

this is da Eau de Toilette

LAB skin care

Last subjects for my midterm tomorrow...

wish me luck...

Can i just get some personal time for myself?? I really friking need a place to let me breath !!!!!

I'm crazy..... no one will know what am i thinking even tough me my self...... some will just say hey dude you are INSANE and i'll just answer ya I'M..... stress are surround me i can't even breath a fresh air.... "STRESS" just piss off dun ever appear in front of me start from this seconds.... I can't express in front of ppl's, msn, fb... and this is jst my little place to let me "explode" so jst left me....

i can't even concentrated on my study... gosh!!!! I dun care what the weather tmr is... and i'm going out... I have enough of this!!!! ARGH!!!! ARGH!!!! ARGH!!!!! 

huuuuu....

feel little bit better...

haiz... sob sob...

YouTube - Rod Stewart Have I Told You Lately released June 1993

YouTube - Rod Stewart Have I Told You Lately released June 1993

Green tea...

A lot of people nowadays have heard that green tea benefits the overall health, but not a lot know why exactly. And believe me after I've learned all the health benefits of green tea, I get completely different feeling every time I drink it. I not only enjoy the taste of it but I also get the moral satisfaction knowing that I am doing something right and extremely healthy for my body. I want you to have exactly the same feeling I have, so here are the benefits that you get while sipping delicious cup of tea.

Green tea contains anti-oxidants that:

- Helps to prevent cancer.

The is some strong evidence that green tea included in you every day diet can reduce bladder, colon, esophageal, pancreas, rectum, and stomach cancer up to 60%. An antioxidant known as "epigallocatechin gallate" (EGCG for short) is at least 100 more times more effective than vitamin C and 25 times more effective than vitamin E at protecting cells from harmful influence.

The amazing thing about it that EGCG it not only inhibits the growth of new cancer cells it also kills some of the existing cancer sells without harming the healthy ones.

- Lowers "bad" cholesterol (known as LDL) and improves the ratio of "good" cholesterol (known as HDL). It explains why tea-drinkers can eat almost twice the foods containing cholesterol as a those who don't drink green tea, but still have an equal cholesterol count.

- Stops the unnatural formation of blood cloth which if not taken care of will cause thrombosis. It takes on added importance if you consider that thrombosis is one of the main causes of strokes and heart attacks.

- Reduces high blood pressure by repressing angiotensin II which causes constriction of the blood vessels causing high blood pressure.

- Lowers blood sugar (polyphenols and polysaccharides are the two main antioxidants are especially effective in lowering blood sugar). That helps prevent and relieve type-two diabetes.

and bla bla bla many more...

The real fact of green tea benefit me is not only my health , 

but what really green tea benefit on me is every time I have a cup

or even a scope of green tea ice-cream and it strongly make me think of you...

you are like the green tea that can oxidize me every second...

I think i'm really drown into green tea ;)

Moody..

HATE you stupid fatty boom boom!!!

Damn fruk asshole you mother F***er!!!

Grow until so fat for what ??? huh

your tummy is bigger then a PIG !!!

you son of BITCH... !!!!

ya is you...

I dun care  

i'm CURSing on YOU!!!

MATI la awak!!!!

Random.

Is a lovely morning...

Wake up early this morning but not as yesterday..

After my breakfast, feed two puppy with their breakfast too :)

follow by need to clean up their popo... swt =.='''

and settle down every things then start my reading wooooo....

dun mistaken not about any of my assign...

NOT at all ahhhahhaha...

Is a book called

   "A journey to the center of the earth"

Journey to the Center of the Earth

Author: Jules Verne

Genre: Classics / Fiction and Literature / Adventures

Language: English

Summary: An impetuous German geologist discovers an encoded manuscript in which a sixteenth-century explorer claims to have found a passageway to the center of the earth.

The intrepid Professor Lindenbrock embarks upon the strangest expedition of the nineteenth century: a journey down an extinct Icelandic volcano to the Earth's very core.

In his quest to penetrate the planet's primordial secrets, the geologist, together with his quaking nephew Axel and their devoted guide, Hans, discovers an astonishing subterranean menagerie of prehistoric proportions. Can the adventurers survive the dangers that await them? Will they ever find their way home again?

Verne's imaginative tale is at once the ultimate science fiction adventure and a reflection on the perfectibility of human understanding and the psychology of the questor. As David Brin notes in his Introduction, though Verne never knew the term science fiction, Journey to the Centre of the Earth is inarguably one of the wellsprings from which it all began

I know this is an old novel but i like it Weeee.... 

wish you guys have a great day as well :)

random post

It was late now and i dun knw what to do...

so i take many "so hai" pic about my self XDXD

let's  see the monkey face of mine :)

ok finish =.=''

I have to sleep now tmr morning got two exam =.='''

Gud nite...

These pic's was take at the OCS CNY reunion dinner...

let the pic's talk :)

ahahhah... girls & me

Cheng & me

Chris and me..

the coming years roommate.. 

Chees...

the friend i always hang out with

 both from Hong Kong :)

Cheng and Chris

this cute stuff made by Shoko :)

Both of my senior from Burma

Steve and you wen

We are on da stage.. 

anyone see us?? XD

fish & me

she is a Japanese name Shoko....

she do very well in decoration :)

Weeee..

the emcee of da nite..

Lu Yip, Me and Kitty. Xp